The last time i use blogger was in 2005. Ok, let me tell you a little about me. I made a new account here to express my thoughts and emotions. I have never been good at showing them to someone i confide in, be it my boyfriend, best/close friends.

Even my sister assumed to the extend that I have no feelings, I blame it partly to my aloofness and also, in my opinion, i do not want them to worry about me. I tend to forget about stuff easily, ok maybe not, i will just ignore the problems that i have or try to prevent it from happening which sometimes, is totally beyond my control. I am able to relate stuff and knows that we can't always be happy, there will surely be some events that might displeased you. I may be seen as a carefree person, which generally, i am one. Alas, i have other emotions too.

So by typing down my thoughts, at least i didn't really bottle up my anger and sadness that will linger in the memory forever. Alright, that's about it.

Till then..